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Jan. 9th, 2011

Fic: Slayer – Love Hurts (And Then The Mop Goes Into The Dragon) (DeRo, Marc, Isabelle, Tom; NC-17)

The reveals for HoFest went up, so I can finally claim & repost this leviathan fic! On Archive of Our Own, mind, because it's way too long for IJ. FTR, I've done some final tweaking on it because I was looking at it during HoFest and found a few mistakes so this is a slightly cleaned-up version.


Title: Slayer – Love Hurts (And Then The Mop Goes Into The Dragon)
Author: [info]aldiara
Character(s)/Pairing(s): Roman Wild, Deniz Öztürk, Marc Hagendorf, Isabelle Steinkamp, Tom Reichenbach, Vanessa Steinkamp, Florian Wild, Marian Öztürk; Deniz/Roman, *Roman/Marc, Marc/Tom* [highlight for hinted-at other pairings]
Summary: Being an account of what transpired at the Öztürk/Wild household and elsewhere after certain events inconveniently recalling the recent past. A story involving ice musicals, skating games, bitchy skaters, clueless computer nerds, stage drama, porn, dragons, horses, untimely revelations, need for closure, questionable likelihood of attaining closure, and Many Many Issues.
Rating: NC-17
Warning(s): Excessive musical cheesiness. Defilement of sacred kitchen appliances.
Word Count: 44,000
Author's Notes: Originally written as a gift for [info]ktbob (<3333333333) during HoHoHo Fest on [info]no7_awz and posted here. Diverges from canon sometime past episode 1020, although Jenny's disappearance still happened. For the purposes of this fic, Katja never returned from Halle, and the Frank=Franziska reveal took place earlier than in canon. All ludicrous flaws regarding descriptions of skating, localities and ice show production belong to author.
Special thanks: 1) To my wonderful brainthird [info]lilithilien for agreeing to beta this monster and offering some incredibly useful and necessary suggestions. 2) To DG, for the dragon, for the musical plot (modified by me, because every GBWI story needs a totalitarian overlord complex bitch queen), for the title and the inspiration. 3) To [info]alsha, for the cheerleading, for helping with that dratted scene, for a dragon named Yuri. 4) To [info]ktbob, for ranting in the comments of ep915 that the only acceptable answer to the question "What changed?" should have been "I did."


Read "Slayer" here @ AO3

Aaaaaaaand here's the playbill, lovingly designed by the fabulous Lil! *explodes in spontaneous bursts of squeeeeeeeeee and love* )


Apr. 29th, 2010

Fic: In This Home On Ice – Chapter Seven: Penalty Box (Part 2)

(Part 1 is here)

Part 2 is here )

Fic: In This Home On Ice – Chapter Seven: Penalty Box (Part 1)

Title: In This Home On Ice – Chapter Seven: Penalty Box
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 11k (as ever, fuck your character limit, IJ)
Rating: Eh? PG, I guess
Summary: A phone call. A night on the red couch. A test. Decisions.
Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own these characters; I just like watching them fight.

Master list for previous instalments is here.

Part 1 is here )

(Part 2 is here)

Aug. 13th, 2009

Pics that make me happy :D

In a totally non-cynical, non-"I-wonder-if-they'll-fuck-this-up", non-cautious, non-anything-but-utter-blissful-squeeeeeeeee way. I just look at it and grin stupidly. ALL THE TIME.




Aug. 9th, 2009

Winter, What Winter?, Telly-Watching, & the Latest from Cracky Sparkly Obsession Land

*pokes in head, does perfunctory cleaning, feeds the starved dustbunnies*

I biked to town today! I thought it might just about kill me, but actually it was really fun, and I did not even crumble before the Hill of Hell (living in a town that's all built on hills is very pretty until you have to manouevre them on a bike). We'll see if my thighs will turn to knotted wood overnight, but I was pleasantly surprised.

This winter has been insanely mild. Like... it's laughable to even call it winter. We don't get snow, but last year it was pretty cold and we had that killer storm that sent like 500 trees flying through the air and smashing into things. This year has mostly been sunny and slightly cool, lol. It's hardly ever rained. It hasn't stormed. The temperature's rarely even dropped to zero. And now it's not even mid-August but it's been so warm and spring-like that I was hot in my long-sleeved shirt (no jacket) today. Crazyskates! Not that I'm complaining. Grandma asks if we don't miss the snow everytime we talk, and I can still respond with an emphatic "NO!", lol.

Otherwise, not much new is going on. I'm still busy bending the time/space continuum, getting by on 10 hours of sleep a week, and being a busy little bee on EKP and the awesomesauce that is AWZ lately. The lovely [info]alsha and I are watching One Tree Hill, which I am notable unimpressed with so far, and she's recently got me hooked on Sugar Rush, which is just all sorts of adorable and hilarious, with just the right amount of snark. Plus, lots of lovely girlslash! What's not to love?

Being so wrapped up in my cracky German soap and watching lots of British shows lately has really kind of put me off mainstream American shows, I think, lol. We started watching One Tree Hill because we both quite like cheesy teenage shows to veg with (witness my terrible cheerful love for Dawson's Creek) but ugh... everything so far has been so ham-fisted and anvil-dropping and eyerollingly moralising and glossy and wooden. Pls to be giving me some characters that are actual people instead of walking stereotypes. And some good writing would help, too.

Anyway, life's pretty good. Could do with less job and more money, a clone or seven, and more hours in my day, as usual, but in general, can't complain.

Bunch of fandom stuff behind cut to spare the non-obsessed )

And now... I have ice cream, gummis and, uhm, work. Rats. Why must one work, why, why? I wish to spend all my time doing shiny things! *pouty*

As ever, I do read the f-list even if I don't post much lately. Love you all! Hope you're having great weekends! *smooches*

Jul. 14th, 2009

Fic: In This Home On Ice, Chapter Six: Checking Time (Part 2)

(Part 1 is here)

Checking Time, Part 2: Even more skating! Even more angsting! Even more WHOOSH WHOOSH! )

Fic: In This Home On Ice, Chapter Six: Checking Time (Part 1)

Title: In This Home On Ice – Chapter Six: Checking Time
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman, bunch of other people
Word Count: 11,700 (srsly, IJ. Can we raise the character limit to 12,000 words? It’d make my life so much easier.)
Rating: PG? No idea. What’s the best rating for “no porn, sorry”?
Summary: Deniz appears to pay attention. Strange and alarming development? Roman thinks so.
Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own these characters. I just like to screw up their lives for them.
A/N: I feel the absurd urge to embed an audio file of the DRAMATIC EYEFLASH noise in this fic, lol. Soapy soap plot is soapy. I’ll, er, try to not take bleeding ages on the next chapter, ‘kay? Massive thanks and noserubs to my lovely beta [info]lilithilien, both for the highly necessary kicks in the arse and for cleaning this up. Master list for previous instalments is here.

Part 1: Skating! Angsting! As per usual! WHOOSH WHOOSH! )

(Part 2 is here)

May. 12th, 2009

Random musings re: current treatment of DeRo history on AWZ

You know what I find interesting? Where a while ago, it looked like the show was trying hard to make viewers forget Deniz and Roman were ever an item at all, lately there have been all sorts of references to the DeRo history... people casually mentioning that they used to be an item, the whole Bulle revival, and both of them being referred to as each other's ex-boyfriends a whole bunch of times by now. Meanwhile, the Deniz/Vanessa scene the other day was the first acknowledgement in AGES that they ever even used to date. It's a very strange juxtaposition to the early days of DeVa when that pairing was being pushed and pushed as the OTP (regardless of utter lack of romantic connection there) and DeRo kept getting dismissed as a lust/obsession/pity thing at best. So it's strange now to almost see DeRo treated as the "serious" relationship in retrospect and DeVa dismissed entirely - I know it's just wishful thinking but it's almost as if they realised that was a huge mistake and are rewriting history or something.

And I'm not saying that means a DeRo revival or anything at all - I'm just wondering if this is going anywhere in terms of Deniz's sexuality. Especially since his supposed gloominess over Stella has lost all believability lately, to the point where even Vanessa (who really hasn't spent any time with him in ages, unlike Roman) questions that he would be feeling shitty over STELLA.

In general, I am bemused but pleased over the way things have been going lately. There's still loads of crack, but whoa... good things are happening! Things that I am interested in following! Things that I wish there was more of! After almost half a year of drought, THIS IS REFRESHING AND STRANGE.
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May. 11th, 2009

Fic: In This Home On Ice, Chapter Five: Flooding the Ice (Part 2)

Flooding the Ice (Part 2) )

Fic: In This Home On Ice, Chapter Five: Flooding the Ice (Part 1)

I know this has been ages in coming. I blame the EKP frenzy these past months! To make up for it, watch me break the character limit again, lol.

Title: In This Home On Ice – Chapter Five: Flooding the Ice
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 12,500 words
Rating: R
Summary: Roman has accused Deniz, more than once, of never learning a lesson, but now he has to wonder whether that accusation doesn’t apply just as surely to himself.
Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own these characters; I just like watching them fight. Only original characters with completely daft names are mine :p
A/N: Many, many thanks to my completely lovely betas, [info]alsha and [info]lilithilien (without whose insights this chapter would SUCK!) Also, apologies to the lovely and insane [info]graspthethorn, who's already used a very similar title for her drabble Flood, which y'all should read because it is lovely (and not insane). Sorry, sweets! There’s only so much usable skating terminology to go around! Master list for previous instalments is here.

Flooding the Ice, Part 1 )

May. 6th, 2009

My obsession, let me show you it.

I seriously need to get organised about Dreamwidth. The thing is, it does take time to actually sit down and organise stuff and time and organisational skills are things that forever elude me. Srsly, I need a personal assistant to organise my life. Or maybe a house elf. Yes. That'd do.

Mainly, I just want everyone to be in one place, lol. I'm already having trouble juggling two journals and scrambling after my fifteen hundred online bases to cover on a regular basis. *grabs people and things of interest and squishes them into same virtual space*

This week, I have been working on my fic! I've hated pretty much every word I've done on it, but hey, words were produced. I think I realised about three quarters of the way through that I have too much boggy detail and that this probably didn't need to be its own chapter, but dammit, I have 10,000 words, I have sweated several bucketfuls of blood to get them, and I am not tossing them, so hah.

It doesn't help when instead of sucking and inspiring me to fix it (as usual), my show is actually being awesome right now. [info]lilithilien and [info]sdk have been busy little beavers subbing recent episodes at Eskimo Kiss Project to have something to counter-balance the suckage of the older ones (DeVa era, joy), and lo and behold, some of the recent ones have been more than watchable. They have actually been good. Like, really really good. This boggles my mind:

Spazzing flail )

May. 2nd, 2009

Ficlet: Hands-On (Deniz/Roman, NC-17) a.k.a. I Fail At Drabbles

Title: Hands-On
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 1400 words (i.e. STILL TOO FREAKING LONG FOR A DRABBLE)
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Deniz is totally straight, and totally over Roman, except when he's fantasising about him, of course. (Shelly's Alternative Summary: DENIZ VANKS WANKS.)
Warnings: Mild dub-con fantasy.
Disclaimer: These characters are owned by RTL, who don't believe in phone sex, or in wanking. WHAT'S WRONG WITH THEM?
A/N: This is a follow-up piece to my phonesex fic Hands-free, based on another prompt from the lovely [info]sdk. This one was: I'M DYING FOR A DENIZ-WANKS-THINKING-ABOUT-DOM!ROMAN-PHONE!SEX FROM YOUR FIC HANDS-FREE. HAHAH I WANT FANFIC FOR YOUR FANFIC PLS. ALSO I LIKE WANKING. HAHAHA. Hope this hits the spot, Schatz! Unbeta'd, so please do point out any errors that I may have missed because certain ppl in certain chatrooms were being DEMANDING.

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Hands-On )

Apr. 30th, 2009

Ficlet of silly for [info]sdk

Title: Stuff About Things
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Marian, Deniz (established Deniz/Roman)
Word Count: 1500 words (i.e. TOO FREAKING LONG FOR A DRABBLE)
Rating: PG-13? I HAVE NO IDEA.
Summary: Marian doesn't want to know, okay? Except maybe he does. A little. BUT NOT. (Shelly's Alternative Summary: Marian would like to have gay sex with Etienne. Even though Etienne doesn't show up in this fic.)
Disclaimer: These characters are owned by RTL, who make them do dreadful things. DREADFUL.
A/N: For the lovely [info]sdk, maker of glorious icons, co-defeater of WMG copyright bastards, and all around shiny awesome person. The prompt she gave me involved Marian awkwardly asking Deniz about gay sex because he is curious because of his own repressed gay love for Etienne. Unfortunately I totally failed at the Etienne part because apparently I just can’t write Marian as gay, LOL. But I hope you’ll like it anyway!


Stuff About Things (That Marian Öztürk Will Never Bring Up At Breakfast Ever Again) )

Mar. 18th, 2009

Ficlet: No Proper Mark of Sin (Marian, Deniz, G)

Uhm, hello, Marian, what are you doing in my head?

Title: No Proper Mark of Sin
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Marian, Deniz
Word Count: 555 words (apparently I like my palindromes)
Rating: G
Summary: Marian waits up for Deniz. Just a little companion piece to episode 307.
Disclaimer: If I owned these characters, NO ONE WOULD FLEE TO ITALY. Ahem.
A/N: I watched 307 because I was in dire need of a reminder that Deniz didn't use to be such a tool, and that he could smile like a normal person. Then Marian started grumping at me about how much this gay thing sucked, which... dude, you're talking to the wrong person! But fine, whatever.

Marian tenses when he hears the door. )
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Mar. 15th, 2009

Fic: In This Home On Ice, Chapter Four: Silver Thaw (Part 2)

(Part 1 is here)

Silver Thaw, part 2 )

Fic: In This Home On Ice, Chapter Four: Silver Thaw

I seem to have broken IJ with the humongousity of this chapter (woohooo!), so I need to break it into two posts.

Title: In This Home On Ice – Chapter Four: Silver Thaw
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 11K
Rating: NC-17
Summary: “Roman Wild. You slipped on ice?” -“Oh shut the hell up.”
Disclaimer: Sadly we don't own these characters; we just like watching them fight.
A/N: This is the cheapest ploy in the world, and I am gleefully unremorseful. Thanks to [info]alsha for betaing and encouragement! Although I did the writing by myself, much of this chapter is based on an extensive plotting session with [info]lilithilien (“Everything I know about hypothermia I learned from slash”) in which we figured that if the show can make up chemistry between Deniz and Stella, we can damnwell make up an extra door. Previous instalments: Chapter 1, Interlude 1, Chapter 2, Interlude 2, Chapter 3.

Silver Thaw, part 1 )

Mar. 14th, 2009

Various and Sundry

(You know, it's just occurred to me that there could be rare circumstances under which you said "sundry tomatoes" i.e. miscellaneous tomatoes. Heeeh. Okay, this is probably one of those things that's way funnier in my head than typed out, but it's 7am, I went to bed three hours ago and I haven't had coffee yet, so work with me here).

Feeling rambly, so probably need pointy listy type thing.

In the past week, I have:

  • Watched all of Merlin, harrassed facilitated by the lovely [info]lilithilien! YAY! It was lovely and I enjoyed it v.v. much! Everything I have been told about the wondrously ubiquitous unrepentant, blatant, definitely-not-subtext slash BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP is true, the big polyamorous pile of pretties is unbelievably adorable (AND PRETTY!), and there is some damn fine acting in there besides. Adorable boys! Adorable girls! Tony Head! Destiny! FRIENDSHIP! GROO! *g* I don't feel an obsession coming on, necessarily, but it was time fabulously spent and I'll probably force [info]alsha to rewatch it with me *bounce*!
  • Written like a busy little bee! Finished not one, but TWO massive chapters of In This Home On Ice (yes, I finished Chapter 4, more on that later) and a bunch of massive recaps besides ( I'm totally counting those. I have to get something out of slogging through all the crap, even if it's just a few thousand words to my general word count.) I'd forgotten how awesome steady writing feels. ACCOMPLISHMENT YAY!
  • Not even started my epic job due by the end of the month. Uhm, oops? But surely 10 days is enough time to do it in. Surely.
  • Watched, recapped and translated what feels like A LOT of Alles Was Zählt. Good god, it's like they squirt them out every day or something.
  • Disapproved thoroughly of the noticeable arrival of autumn. WTF? I STILL HAVE PLANS FOR THIS SUMMER!
  • Daydreamed of going to Europe and meeting Lil and Dennis Grabosch, a lot.
  • Found out that there is a high probability we are getting more visitors!! I'm not sure if they've posted about it publicly yet, so possibly shouldn't bounce, but *BOUNCE*!! It's official, we are the top holiday destination spot of the year, heheheh.

This weekend, I shall:

  • Fix up Chapter 4 so can force it on certain people before they go gallivanting off to Europe.
  • Do laundry, ugh ugh. Or, uhm, buy new clothes.
  • Attempt to somehow fix lawnmower and mow giant jungle of lawn? Maybe.
  • Start epic job. Maybe.
  • Sleep, occasionally.

Meh, weekend looking thoroughly boring already. Should replace last 4 items with "Going out to cocktail bar and consuming many sparkly drinks", surely.

Other random stuff:

Dear DeRo,

You are utterly vexing. You are supposed to be all over the idea of casual porn. Yes, fine, you are angsty and tormented and messed and crap, but please, not over casual porn! Good grief, the amount of time it took me to get ANYWHERE with this chapter is ridiculous. I distinctly remember putting in the small print that in exchange for writing epic angsty fic of angst, I'd at least be getting the occasional smut. Work with me here, boys!

Tapping my foot here,

Also, where has period gone? Sure I didn't have one this month, sure of it! (Any makers of pregnancy jokes will be shot, skinned and eaten.)

Right. Coffee. Need.

Mar. 9th, 2009

Fic: In This Home On Ice, Chapter Three: Dump and Chase (Deniz/Roman)

Soap Writing 101: 1. Create misunderstanding. 2. Drag out for forty-five episodes at least. AT THIS, I HAVE FAILED.

Title: In This Home On Ice – Chapter Three: Dump and Chase
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 9000 words
Rating: PG
Summary: The truth comes out, such as it is.
Disclaimer: Sadly we don't own these characters; we just like watching them fight. And fight. And fight.
A/N: 1. A huge thanks to the lovely [info]alsha for betaing! 2. Credit for that quote about tying Deniz to a chair and forcing him to talk goes to Dennis Grabosch in his awesome interview with the Fag Hag ladies. (Seriously, IT NEEDS TO HAPPEN.) 3. Yes, it’s yet another non-porn rating. Next chapter, maybe! In the meantime, here, have a shitload of angsty dialogue and watch me pretend to know the first thing about hockey and skating. Previous instalments: Chapter 1, Interlude 1, Chapter 2, Interlude 2.

Dump and Chase )

Feb. 17th, 2009

Fic: In This Home On Ice, Chapter Two: The Rittberger Connection (Deniz/Roman)

Don't mind me. Just cheerfully X-posting all over the place.

Title: In This Home On Ice – Chapter Two: The Rittberger Connection
Authors: [info]aldiara and [info]lilithilien
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 7000 words
Rating: Gen
Summary: The thing is, playing hockey requires concentration, and that’s hard to come by when at every practice session, half his mind is already off the ice.
Disclaimer: Sadly we don't own these characters; we just like watching them fight.
A/N: While this story picks up Deniz’s rentboy plot somewhere after episode 565, it goes AU from there (a.k.a. as far as we are concerned, Stella does not and will never exist). Lilith pirouettes; Aldi swings hockey sticks. Previous instalments: Chapter One and Interlude 1.

(The Rittberger Connection)

Feb. 4th, 2009

Four drabbles, and I'm done: The Magpie Song

Some weird shit going on here!

Title: Seven for A Secret, Never To Be Told
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Roman
Word Count: 100 words
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine but my overactive imagination.
A/N: Angsty teenage angst is angsty. The prank is canon, as confessed to Annette in episode 42 (a bunch of world-class jerks at school took a picture of Roman naked under the shower and blew it up to banner size to hang above the entrance to the school with a "cocksucker" caption.)

Someone tell him it's going to be alright. )

Title: Eight for Heaven
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt, Deniz/Roman
Word Count: 100 words
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
A/N: I've been wanting to play around with Roman's skater flexibility for a while now. One of these days there'll have to be a longer one of these. Because, hello, handy!!

Roman is bendy. Deniz approves. )

Title: Nine for Hell
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt/Sandman (crossover); Roman, Despair, Desire
Word Count: 100 words
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Sandman is even less mine than AWZ. At least with Roman I can claim that he's being abused by his creators.
A/N: Yes, it's an AWZ/Sandman crossover, lol. I would have said it doesn't get rarer than this, until I crossed AWZ/Lucifer *points to Ten*.

Desire knows her own. )

Title: Ten for the Devil's Very Own Self
Author: [info]aldiara
Fandom/Characters: Alles Was Zählt/Lucifer; Lucifer/Roman
Word Count: 100 words
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Nothing's mine. However. Lucifer wasn't Mike Carey's to start with, so I guess I'm in good company.
A/N: As timelines go, this is probably still somewhere within the Sandman canon (I was thinking of them at Lux-the-club in L.A.), although I definitely had Mike Carey's Lucifer in mind. Believe it or not, this is not the first time it's occurred to me to mix these two fandoms *facepalms* I've got a whole "Karl & Deniz meet in hell and have the sex of lost souls & it is all very dark & allegorical" fic lying around somewhere that I am not sure is ever getting finished because it's just too weird even for me, lol. Anyway. I was debating for a while whether Lucifer would actually like Roman or just despise him, but I think there are things in Roman that he would recognise and respect, even if Roman himself can't see them. And yes, I am a total fangirl over Lucifer, snide bastard that he is.

Drinks with the devil. )

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